The book The Fault in Our Stars, by John Green is
about a girl named Hazel who has lung cancer. Throughout the first few
chapters, you get to know Hazel as a sarcastic girl with a dark sense of humor and
a lot of time to think. She seems very tough at a first look, but as the plot
of The Fault in Our Stars progresses,
we see a tender more thoughtful side of her that is very compassionate and philosophical.
I think that this side of Hazel cares more about her friends and family than
she first lets on, and seems to be very concerned about how their story will continue
once hers ends.
At a glance, Hazel
seems to be very unconcerned about the subject of dying. She makes jokes about
the topic throughout the book and seems to not care, but deep down, I think she
really does care. Maybe not so much about herself, but more about the friends
and family around her. Hazel’s softheartedness shows when she becomes very
concerned about her favorite book called An
Imperial Affliction (also known as AIA). Hazel obsesses over what happens
to the main character’s (Anna) family after the book abruptly ends on a
cliffhanger. She goes as far as the Netherlands to find the ending to the book,
only to find that the author is a low-life drunk who didn’t bother to finish
the plot. Upon hearing this news, Hazel is frenetic. She is insistent on
getting the ending and she shouts, uses explicates, even slaps the author, but
is not told what becomes of the family in her favorite book. I think Hazel was
so passionate about the book because she so desperately wanted to find a happy
ending for her own friends and family. While reading the book, Hazel felt a
very deep connection with Anna, and possibly thought that if she could find out
what happened to Anna’s family, then she would discover the fate of her own.
As well, Hazel
admits to being worried about her loved ones on page 99 when she says “I’m a
grenade and at some point I’m going to blow up and I would like to minimize the
casualties.” Hazel rationalizes not making friends by saying that when she dies
she will blow up and leave shrapnel in everybody who cares about her. She has a
hard shell, but is very compassionate about the people she loves under that
resilient exterior. Hazel really is worried about what her death will do to her
friends, and wants to hideaway so she doesn’t hurt anybody. I find this to be a
funny way of showing that you care about those close to you, but it is a way
nonetheless and more importantly, it’s Hazel’s way.
In the last
chapters of the book Hazel cracks and expresses her worry over her mother. On
page296 Hazel says “I’m dying, mom. I am going to die and leave you here alone
and you won’t have a me to hover around and you won’t be a mother anymore.” Hazel
says that when she’s gone she wants them to have a life and not to worry so
much over her. This is why she felt like she was a grenade, and why she was so
determined to find out what happened to Anna’s family. All along she really
just wanted to know that her family would be ok without her. To some extent,
they will be. Hazel’s mom and dad will keep on living their lives and working
their jobs, but their life will not be the same ever again and that’s natural
after people who mean the world to you leave forever.
Towards the end of
the book, Hazel’s mom tells her about her own plans to become a type of
therapist who meets with groups of cancer patients and leads conversations
about their conditions, worries, wins and losses. This knowledge makes Hazel
contented, and she seems to be glad that her mom will be helping out other people
like her. I felt that throughout the book Hazel showed great consideration
towards her family and friends and although she worried about hurting them, she
found that they would probably end up alright, and although they would miss
her, that might not be such a bad thing.
I like your blog post and I understood more of it since I read the book. I agree with your opinions on Hazel that she showed great consideration towards her family and friends.
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